2015 in Numbers


Saying that 2015 is a crazy year will be an understatement. There were literally a lot of highs and lows, and despite the fact that I was greatly depressed during the last quarter of the year, I’m pretty proud to say that I’ve finally put my act together before I bid adios to 2015. Although I’m still struggling right now, at least I could say that I have finally found myself getting out of bed and feeling like I’m ready to embrace the shit out of life. Compared to the past months where I would literally stay inside my room and just bawl whenever I remember how bad things were, I honestly think that I’ve had some progress in here. Looking back, I’d look at myself and think that I could’ve done so much more during the times that I’ve wasted if only I was better, but then again, when you’re in this kind of situation, you just don’t understand how you came in there, what you’d only feel is as ifย you’re just trapped in a snap and stuck inside a cage somewhere beneath the pits of darkness.

2015 was a year of hoping, of dreaming, of making mistakes, of failing, of giving up, of letting go, of moving forward, of picking up the pieces, and of making sense of all the crazy things that happened in my life. It has been a year of leaving places and embracing possibilities, of trying to learn more about taking a leap of faith and taking risks. 2015 is not an easy year, but it was a good year despite all of its bumpy roads and dark tunnels.ย At the end of the day, I learned a lot about myself and my life, more than anything else, and I guess, that makes all the difficult things worth it.

Despite all the things that have happened in my life, I find it painfully difficult to create a post that could summarize the things that I’ve been through. Maybe because it was overwhelming, or maybe because I still find it hard to create some sense on how things went. So instead of the usual breakdown of highlights per month, I decided to be more playful and creative by creating a list of my 2015 highlights in numbers. Please forgive me for my extremely unorganized (and sometimes, melodramatic) thoughts.


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Turning my back to the things that hurt me.


Two (2): Failed employments

So, as you may all know, I’ve recently resigned yet again from my job. Once again, I packed my bags and walked away to opportunities that I thought would allow me to grow, of possibilities that I once thought would be great for me. The past months has been very difficult, especially because my last employment definitely drained the f*ck out of me. My body has greatly suffered from my work load and stress, and despite the fact that I like what I do (or I could’ve liked it more…), there are so many other things that made me resent my situation even if I didn’t intend to. Boss, workmates, work loads… I honestly felt like I never really belonged. And because of the current turn of events, I decided to take a break and just pursue doing freelance projects. I know it’s not easy, but I felt like I could use some time at home just to rebuild myself. I have also decided to relaunch our business, The Dream Shirt, because I got so out of touch with itย because of work. I’m honestly excited for the new journey ahead of me, and despite the fact that this is a huge risk from my part, I’m willing to embrace it and make the most out of what is out there.


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Five (5): Staycations!

Because really, I took all the possible escapes that I could grab my hands on. I usually take this time to destress, binge eat, and talk to Mark about all my frustrations. Sometimes, it just feels awesome to lock ourselves inside a room and just have lengthy talks about life, business, and everything under the sun.

Can also be counted: Overnights at Cza’s humble home. ๐Ÿ™‚

Where we’ve been: Island Cove (Cavite) | Picasso Boutique Serviced Residences (Makati) | SEDA Hotel (BGC) | AurumOne (Makati) | Amelie Hotel (Manila)


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Sixย (6): Concerts / Gigs that I’ve Attended

I’m a huge fan of music, but I’ve only been to quite a handful of concerts.ย I hope that come 2016, I can come to more gigs and concerts! EHEM Goodvybes

Concerts / Gigs I’ve Been: The 1975 (January) | Christina Perri (March) | Satchmi Vinyl Day (April) | Us the Duo (July) | Carly Rae Jepsen (September) ย | JackTV MadFest 2015 (November)



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Sevenย (7): Performancesย that I’ve Attended

I’m a huge fan of theater but I feel a bit sad that I was only able to see a few for this year.ย I also decided to count the spoken word performance that I’ve seen earlier this year, because I feel it can be counted here.

Performances I’ve Attended: Project VOICE Manila: Phil Kaye and Sarah Kay (March) | Karnabal Festival: Tikom (May) | Karnabal Festival: Relationship Anatomy (May) | Karnabal Festival: Mga Multo ni Mang Roque (May) | Karnabal Festival: Ang Istoryang Dahil Sayo (May) | Saturday Night Fever (June) | Rak of Aegis (August)



Forgive my fats.
Forgive my fats.

Eight (8): Years that Mark & I have been together

Mark and I celebrated our 8th anniversary last December 11, and I couldn’t be any happier. The year has been all sorts of crazy, and our relationship has been pretty rocky during the start of 2015, but I’m so glad that we’ve sorted out all our differences. As cheesy as this sounds, I really look forward to more years of celebrating with him.


Still not as thin, but definitely thinner than before.


Nine (9): Pounds shed

I know it’s not much but I do hope to lose more weight come 2016. I lost some pounds because of repeatedly getting sick, but I hope that I can continue to lose some more by being active and eating properly. But first, I have to finish this tub of Kaldereta at home.




Elevenย (11): Placesย I’veย Been

2015 is the year of travel! I have always wanted to travel a lot, and this year, I was able to do so, thanks to cheap air fares and assignments from WIM.

Places I’ve Been: Tagaytay | Cavite |ย La Union | Los Banos, Laguna | Antipolo | Cebu City | Moalboal, Cebu | Coron, Palawan | Laoag, Ilocos Norte | Vigan, Ilocos Sur | Liwliwa, Zambales


Last book for 2015.

Fifteen (15): Books that I’ve Read

I originally planned to finish 25 books, but since work got in the way, I kind of stopped reading halfway through the year. I hope to be able to get back to my reading mojo come 2016!

Books read: (1) Landline – Rainbow Rowell | (2) Love Letters to the Dead – Ava Dellaira | (3)ย Will Grayson, Will Grayson – John Green | (4) Si – Bob Ong | (5) Fangirl – Rainbow Rowell | (6) The Spectacular Now – Tim Tharp | (7) The Art of Asking – Amanda Palmer | (8) PS I Still Love You – Jenny Han | (9) Paper Towns – John Green | (10) We Were Liars – E. Lockhart | (11) Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman – Haruki Murakami | (12) Me, Earl, and the Dying Girl – Jesse Andrews | (13) Falling Into Place – Amy Zhang | (14) My True Love Gave Me – Various YA Authors | (15) Carrie – Stephen King


Eighty Threeย (83): Movies Watched

I promised myself to finish 100 movies for 2015, but unfortunately, I wasn’t able to get it over withย (duh). Glad I still did the challenge, though! You can check the complete list of films that I’ve seen on Pinterest. I also plan to create quick movie reviews of the films that I’ve watched, since most of my thoughts are just in bullet form on my journals. I hope I could finally finish 100 by 2016, though. ๐Ÿ™‚


Eighty Nine (89): Blog Posts

For 2015, I was able to publish 89 posts on this blog! Feels pretty amazing considering that I kind of suck on being consistent. I plan on updating at least twice a week, and I would be super thankful if I can do that. Also: I moved to WordPress. Yas!



One Thousand Four Hundred Twenty (1,420): Instagram Followers

Ahhh! I never really thought that I would end up having a hundred followers on Instagram, so finding out that I was able to reach 1,000 was an achievement for me already! Let’s follow each other there: @jhanzey

That’s about it! ๐Ÿ™‚ 2015 is a pretty crazy year, but it was a good one. Thank you to everyone who stuck around and to understood me while I was going through a very difficult time in my life. I hope 2016 would treat us all well!

How about you guys? How was your 2015? If you have a year end post, drop your links below and I would definitely check it out! ๐Ÿ™‚

43 thoughts on “2015 in Numbers

  1. As a sneaky reader of your blog, I’ve seen so much of your success- from your trips, ups and downs in life. Truly 2015 has been so good to you despite the rocky roads, Ate Jhanz. And I hope that this year would give you more of what you received and achieved in 2015. Happy New Year, Ate!! ๐Ÿ˜€

    1. Huhu thanks Lou!!! I appreciate it sooooo much!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ It’s craaaaaazy but I guess I just need to hold on? Char! Thank you uli! ๐Ÿ™‚

  2. So, so happy for you, ate Jhan! What a year indeed! Haha still hoping to meet you this 2016, though ๐Ÿ˜€ Also, the Cebu Food Crawl — really hoping you’ll be joining this year! Hahaha

  3. Looks like you have had a GREAT year. Happy new year, Jhanz! I didn’t recognize your blog, I feel like it’s been a long time since I’ve been on here.

    1. Hi Kristine! I was actually MIA the past months because of work. And I also moved to wordpress that’s why the theme changed! Hehe ๐Ÿ™‚ Thank you for dropping by and happy new year!

  4. I love gigs! I’m so jealous that you went to see the 1975!! and also congrats on the instagram followers and 89 blog posts, that’s amazing! The hard thing will be trying to beat 89 posts in 2016, I look forward to reading them!! I am now you 1,438 instagram follower!!xx


    1. Aw, thanks Aimee! I hope I’d be able to top off the 89 blog posts though. Hehe! Here’s to hoping. Followed you on Instagram as well! ๐Ÿ™‚

  5. Awww, hi Ate Jhanz! ๐Ÿ™‚ Awesome post! Seems like it’s been one crazy year. Hehe. Cheers to the New Year. May it be a memorable one. Happy New Year!

    PS. Still looking forward to our elbi trip! <3

    1. Usually free stuff passes lang yun, hehe! ๐Ÿ™‚ Malay mo this year you’d be able to go to one. Happy new year, Anne! ๐Ÿ™‚

  6. awww… Jhanz, this is amazing post! ๐Ÿ™‚ 2015 is really a year of travel also for me. ๐Ÿ™‚ Wishing you all the best this year too! Cheers for more travels. ๐Ÿ™‚ Happy New Year!


  7. Truly you win some, you lose some. Despite the challenges, you still seemed to have a pretty amazing year! The books you’ve read, wow they’re a lot! I always wanted to finish more books but the lag is always on what actually book I’ll read. Congrats on your move to WP too! Happy New Year Jhanz, it’s going to be an even better 2016! Cheers! ๐Ÿ™‚

    1. Thanks Audrey! I hope your 2016 also turns out to be more awesome than what you’re expecting it to be. Cheers! ๐Ÿ™‚ Happy new year!

  8. I’ve also read only 15 books this year out of my targeted 20. I hope we do better this year, ahaha. And yay for more travels! Good luck with life this year, Jhanz! ๐Ÿ™‚

  9. Though you’ve been through a lot of downfalls last 2015, reading all the beautiful things you listed are just proofs that you had an amazing 2015, still! ๐Ÿ™‚ Seriously, you did a lot of things!

    BTW, I followed you on instagram. ๐Ÿ™‚

    1. Never really thought of it that way until I listed them down, actually. Hehe. Thanks Dianne and I followed you back! ๐Ÿ™‚ Happy new year!

  10. Happy to say nasubaybayan ko yung adventures niyo ni Mark from the staycations and out of town trips. I may not be dropping frequently on your blog during the last months of last year pero nakikita ko yung updates thanks to Instagram. ๐Ÿ™‚ Seems like I missed the memo about your frequent concert watching haha. Btw I started listening to CRJ’s Emotion because of your posts. Not around the time you posted about it pero bigla ko lang siya naalala and when I listened to it, nagustuhan ko. ๐Ÿ˜€ Good job.

    Happy new year and cheers to 2016, Janelle! I hope this year you’ll be able to balance both love, career and passions (The Dream Shirt, anyone?) better than you did in 2015.

    Congrats on making the big move to WordPress btw!

    1. It’s not so frequent! Tapos panay WIM yung iba hehe ๐Ÿ™‚ AND YES TO EMOTION! Haha welcome to the club! :p

      Salamat Anna. I miss you! Pagaling ka na and let’s cover more concerts. <3

    1. Thanks Gelleesh! ๐Ÿ™‚ Haha nakakatuwa naman, such a small world! I’ll ask him tomorrow. Edi you’re from Obando pala? Hehe!

  11. Waaaah it’s been a while since I visited your blog Jhanz and ngayon ko lang nanotice na nagmove ka na pala sa WordPress! Hehe. 2015 seems to be the best year for most of the people I know! Hehe. Happy New Year Jhanz!

  12. Aww you went through a lot in 2015, Jhanz, but remember that the things happened to us in the past help shape our future. May 2016 be a better year for you! Cheers to the new year! ๐Ÿ™‚

  13. It’s been a while since i visited your blog, jhanz. I miss reading your adventures and other blog posts. Good to know a lot of good things happened in your 2015. ๐Ÿ™‚
    Cheers to positivity this 2016 ๐Ÿ™‚

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